Sunday, October 2, 2016

Saturdate Escape~

aSSalamualaikum..

Just come back from a day trip. Yesterday was Lata Makau trip.

Suddenly be like ...

nak belajar bersungguh sungguh..

tak payah fikir lagi kot..

abeskan master within 1 and half year..

stay focus and just forget..

put aside that feeling..

and... I believe right and special time with him will come~ One Day. Yes One Day...


Lata Makau is awesome yaw! sis nak repeat dengan geng2 Outdoor Troopers lepas ni. 

Need to sleep!

Assignments are waitinggggg....

- The End - 



Saturday, September 3, 2016

Coldplay please fix me~

aSSalamualaikum..

What a so weird feeling! Nak lari boleh tak?? Nak nangis juga! Nak senyum tapi sikit taknak senyum banyak. Everything seems cool and cozy. tapi.. tapi.. tapi.. 

*No you are not crazy. You like him actually. *

What!

No!

Yes!

No! I'm not!

Errghhh...whatever~


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"Fix You"

When you try your best, but you don't succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse
And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone, but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face and I
Tears stream down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face and I

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you


*this song actually really meant something to me. When I listen to it my eyes start flooding with tears because part of my story-life written on this masterpiece.  


p/s: hopefully one day you can fix me mate! 

-The End-

Monday, June 27, 2016

how time flies~

aSSalamualaikum..


How time flies~ Its 23 Ramadhan 1437H already??

how was it? ibadah quality enough?? quantity? Al Quran? improvement tajweed? reading?

7 days left for raya... have u appreciate this last 10 days??

renung renungkan

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3 papers left for final exam. * bersemangat sikit sis!! fighting!

anyway, it was 1 month working as part time lecturer. * i prefer to call myself as tutor. Tak layak jadi lecturer lagi. haha

Even though quite busy with assignment and final exam but i do enjoy my teaching. * Syukur dapat student best2! wink!

'miss.. miss.. soalan ni bla bla..'

'miss.. miss.. kalau macam ni bla bla bla..'

'miss..miss.. macam mn nk terer buat akaun?'

'miss..miss.. miss ni kecik je sama tinggi dengan saya'

'miss.. kalau diorg buli miss bagitau sy. nnt saya pukui depa' - she's funny

'miss.. miss.. umur miss berapa? dah kawen?' * crap! haha

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last paper will be on 3 July. yeay! no more exam after raya.

but this time raya jangankan tudung raya, baju raya pun takdoo~

kurang sikit bersemangat raya tu. rindu late brother mungkin~

sokayy.. bersederhana kan lebih elok. * baju tahun lepas elok lagi tergantung dalam almari nun haa..berhabuk lagi*

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Good news after raya, 2 of my cousins is getting engaged. * blink eye *

Ekah engaged with   ........................... * i dont know his name

Aiman engaged with .....................* i dont know her name


Alhamdulillah both of them found soleh and solehah soulmate.

Aku?? entahlahhh... the answer is still the same.. still waiting You Know Who. * The Kinabalu postcard receiver.

You Know Who?? * sounds like Voldemort. haha

Sampai bila? * tak tahu..

Somehow, some chapter of your life and part of your feeling better to keep secret.


- The end -


p/s: oh! cant wait for my after raya backpack travelog. * Ya Allah, harap harap cuti approved. Jakarta aku datang~~~ weee..





Saturday, May 28, 2016

Tiada seperti ada~

aSSalamualaikum..

kebetulan balik kampung. since harvest sem break seminggu. sampai rumah 2 pagi.

Pagi tadi mak awal awal kejut. *Mak Lang Maznah dah meninggal pagi tadi. jom bawak mak pi tengok mayat*

terus siap drive kereta pergi Seberang Prai bawak mak.

Saat nak tanam mayat. *tiba tiba rindukan sesesorang*

Sedih.

Mana adik? Adik no longer here.

I miss his joke. and probe.


..................................rewind...................................

alaaaa....mana speck mataa. tolong cari. tak nampak nii.. *cari satu rumah nak nangeh* typical me always lost my speck.

*cari la sendiri. letih la asyik orang ja kena cari* - Adik

padahal, dia yang sorokkan speck.

*smart tak cover phone?* - Adik everytime i went home.

tolong jahitkann seluar terkoyak niii...

tolong topup...

tolong pergi kedai belikan eskrem.

tolong beli pisang goreng.

tolong beli laksaaa..

tolong hantar pergi stesen bas. nak balik kl dah ni.

ambik gambar kat siniii.. *convocation photographer*

-semua mintak tolong dia-

*kalau takda duit jangan mintak mak.* but, he never ask me for money unless topup.

he used my schoolbag since he was in form 4 until he further study. and never ask for new bag..

he wear my sneakers until torn. ya! both of us love sneakers.


..........................................suddenly that morning............................

phone ringing. pelik. terlalu pagi si adik perempuan call. that time driving to Putrajaya for ReviveRun.

*tengah buat apa* - Adik perempuan

*nak pergi running. driving ni*

i heard she cried

*Adik accident. meninggal.*

He lost control nak elak terlanggar kon. jatuh. kereta langgar dan lari.

whole body shaking. and the rest are history~


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I miss him so badly. Especially when I at home.

Realize he is no longer here.

Only Allah knows how is the feeling. *especially Ramadhan is around the corner*

Pretending to be good.

Al Fatihah adik. Kakak be strong. You always in kakak heart and dua~












p/s: utk awak juga. Al Fatihah diatas pemergian abang sulung. 


-The end-





Thursday, May 19, 2016

Part time lecturer interview checked!

Assalamualaikum..

Done with part time lecturer interview at UniKL NAFAS. phewww!

Its a mixed feeling..

Call mak...

takpa mak doa. Rezeki kat mana mana ada- Mak..

*ok leleh air mata*

I dont know my feelings. Maybe terlalu mengharap.

Memang passion aku dari kecik when people ask 'dah besar nak jadi apa?'

'penyarah universiti' - me 9 years old.

sokayy.. Allah kan ada. tawakal is the best medicine.

*Mohon doa*

^cheeto^




Wednesday, May 18, 2016

Long timeee..

Assalamualaikum..

Long time no write. Long time no see. oh ya! glad i am not forget you my lonely blog.

Lots of things happened in 2015. happy, sadness, frustration all in one.

I go for hike a lot. *maybe next entry*

I also do love travel so badly. * well..next entry if i have time*

I do lots outdoor activities.

I lost my younger brother due to motorcycle and car accident. *Al Fathiah for him. I miss him so badly days and night*

I still waiting for you. * you know who you are postcard receiver*


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I resign as a junior auditor.. *Alhamdulillah for almost 2 years experience*

Currently doing master in accountancy. This is what i dream since degree program.

and ya! master program is not that easy as what people says.. *May Allah us our journeys*

I have lovely and cheerful classmate. *Bless having them*

And tomorrow I have an interview as part time lecture for foundation students in one of private college. *May Allay ease for tomorrow. adrenaline pumpkin to the max. Pray for me*


-Crowd your worry with busy, Dale Carnegie-



The end...

^cheeto^

Sunday, January 25, 2015

Its Sun Date series!

aSSalamualaikum..


Sun Date series! Alhamdulillah.. small peak season just end. yeay! yahuuu!!! yabedabeduuuuu! dah tak perlu stay back lagi dah sampai pukul 10, tak payah kerja sabtu lagi dah. *ehem!

Sun Date series. Harini Bukit Saga checked in~ Untuk big mission *biarlah rahsia gituuuu* yang tinggal sebulan ja lagi. satu preparation pun tak buat lagi. serious nervous dan risau!

kasut, seluar, waterproof jacket, satu pun tak dak lagi..

kadang kadang ada jugak rasa demotivated nak pi. kah kah.. *nasib baik ada kak Masni.

cuma ada 4 kali weekend untuk training.*uhuuuuuuuuuuu~~takut!

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semalam mimpi dapat further study. dekat Beijing plak tu. kah kah *apa kena mengena kos accounting dengan Beijing??? confused sudaaaaaaa...

apa apa pun UIA tetap dihati~~ llalalaalala

^cheeto^

wasalam...