sometimes what u need and what u want is not directly give by Allah.. even sometimes u want something else but Allah give u something else. but always remember, why Allah not directly give what u want, its because of Allah wants to test ur level of sabr, iman and taqwa. how power and superb saiya u are in remembering Allah. how patient u are struggling, doa and tawakal. and why Allah give something else, its because Allah knows the best toward His creations. remember what Allah gives is the best among the best. keep on ibadah, dakwah and tarbiah khalifah!