Saturday, May 28, 2016

Tiada seperti ada~

aSSalamualaikum..

kebetulan balik kampung. since harvest sem break seminggu. sampai rumah 2 pagi.

Pagi tadi mak awal awal kejut. *Mak Lang Maznah dah meninggal pagi tadi. jom bawak mak pi tengok mayat*

terus siap drive kereta pergi Seberang Prai bawak mak.

Saat nak tanam mayat. *tiba tiba rindukan sesesorang*

Sedih.

Mana adik? Adik no longer here.

I miss his joke. and probe.


..................................rewind...................................

alaaaa....mana speck mataa. tolong cari. tak nampak nii.. *cari satu rumah nak nangeh* typical me always lost my speck.

*cari la sendiri. letih la asyik orang ja kena cari* - Adik

padahal, dia yang sorokkan speck.

*smart tak cover phone?* - Adik everytime i went home.

tolong jahitkann seluar terkoyak niii...

tolong topup...

tolong pergi kedai belikan eskrem.

tolong beli pisang goreng.

tolong beli laksaaa..

tolong hantar pergi stesen bas. nak balik kl dah ni.

ambik gambar kat siniii.. *convocation photographer*

-semua mintak tolong dia-

*kalau takda duit jangan mintak mak.* but, he never ask me for money unless topup.

he used my schoolbag since he was in form 4 until he further study. and never ask for new bag..

he wear my sneakers until torn. ya! both of us love sneakers.


..........................................suddenly that morning............................

phone ringing. pelik. terlalu pagi si adik perempuan call. that time driving to Putrajaya for ReviveRun.

*tengah buat apa* - Adik perempuan

*nak pergi running. driving ni*

i heard she cried

*Adik accident. meninggal.*

He lost control nak elak terlanggar kon. jatuh. kereta langgar dan lari.

whole body shaking. and the rest are history~


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I miss him so badly. Especially when I at home.

Realize he is no longer here.

Only Allah knows how is the feeling. *especially Ramadhan is around the corner*

Pretending to be good.

Al Fatihah adik. Kakak be strong. You always in kakak heart and dua~












p/s: utk awak juga. Al Fatihah diatas pemergian abang sulung. 


-The end-





Thursday, May 19, 2016

Part time lecturer interview checked!

Assalamualaikum..

Done with part time lecturer interview at UniKL NAFAS. phewww!

Its a mixed feeling..

Call mak...

takpa mak doa. Rezeki kat mana mana ada- Mak..

*ok leleh air mata*

I dont know my feelings. Maybe terlalu mengharap.

Memang passion aku dari kecik when people ask 'dah besar nak jadi apa?'

'penyarah universiti' - me 9 years old.

sokayy.. Allah kan ada. tawakal is the best medicine.

*Mohon doa*

^cheeto^




Wednesday, May 18, 2016

Long timeee..

Assalamualaikum..

Long time no write. Long time no see. oh ya! glad i am not forget you my lonely blog.

Lots of things happened in 2015. happy, sadness, frustration all in one.

I go for hike a lot. *maybe next entry*

I also do love travel so badly. * well..next entry if i have time*

I do lots outdoor activities.

I lost my younger brother due to motorcycle and car accident. *Al Fathiah for him. I miss him so badly days and night*

I still waiting for you. * you know who you are postcard receiver*


................................cut the stories..................................................



I resign as a junior auditor.. *Alhamdulillah for almost 2 years experience*

Currently doing master in accountancy. This is what i dream since degree program.

and ya! master program is not that easy as what people says.. *May Allah us our journeys*

I have lovely and cheerful classmate. *Bless having them*

And tomorrow I have an interview as part time lecture for foundation students in one of private college. *May Allay ease for tomorrow. adrenaline pumpkin to the max. Pray for me*


-Crowd your worry with busy, Dale Carnegie-



The end...

^cheeto^